June 15th, 2026

Earlier today I gave my cat a bath and she’s so so soft now. She smells great too especially after I washed my face because I was petting her and she rubbed against my face so the smell rubbed off on her. So cute. I felt bad giving her a bath cause she was shivering for what felt like forever, even in the blanket I wrapped her in. But she really needed one so it’s okay.

Other than that I spent some time playing red dead redemption.. I’ve been playing it like way too much lately. I can’t really stop thinking about it either to the point I’ve had a few dreams about it too which is insane to me I barely dream about anything else actually important to me.

And I spent some time learning how to work this site. It’s kind of like if carrd and strawpage had a little baby together, I like it. It’s after midnight now should I start dating it as the next day? Uuhhhhhh I dunno. Whatever

One more thing one more guys. Really really proud of my boyfriend I just wanted to put that here. He’s very sweet and really talented. I like how easily stories come to him for his characters and how easily he can make those characters it’s really cool to me. I’m proud of him for other reasons too, a lot better ones, but right now I’m just thinking about that.



June 16th, 2026

I got yoohoo today :) one of the big glasses. My stepdad brought it to me. I haven’t done anything so far today it’s 10 am, but it’s okay.

I feel like a fat child all I did all day was sit in my room trying not to pull my hair out until like 9 pm and then played rdr2 for two hours. I did the two missions with the Braithwaites and the Grays and I got a cool new horse named Warden (like Harry Warden :) ), but if I can think of a better name for him I will. Very big horse, brown. Hm I have to think about those and compare it to horror characters. I also got the legendary fox which was fun. I think so far my favorite legendary is the deer because it’s so pretty. Oh, another horse I’d like to get is the brindle Arabian. Very pretty. I already have the white Arabian, her name is Sigourney, like Sigourney Weaver. I still have a free Tennessee walker I got from the beginning and I named her Kim like from Prom Night. I don’t really know why, but she was the first that came to mind. She’s actually really pretty she has a crescent on her forehead. Something I’m trying to do is grow out Arthur’s hair more, I think I only have a few more stages until I’m done. I keep his beard and sides to a stubble but I like to keep his mustache longer, it’s cute on him. I don’t like him without facial hair though it looks very off on him. Okay that’s it for now.



June 17th, 2026

Today was really bad, but I persist. I saw a bunny. Very cute.



June 20th, 2026

The past few days I kind of don’t remember. Been very dissociated. Today was okay I got woken up to eggs and toast and it was very yummy. I’ve been playing some game on roblox to pass the time called animal hospital and it’s really fun I just wish that it wasn’t one of those games that reset every time you leave. Would be a lot more fun because I hate having to redo the tutorial every time I play or play hours at a time at once to get anywhere decent. Anyway that’s it I think.